here i am,after church, strangely introspective and compelled to record these thoughts. the pastor asked the congregation(myself included,of course:-!) if by our actions we'd hurt the ones we love. by any account this is not a compelling question nor is it incredible. but i found myself unnervingly tickled. i mean of course i am aware that my actions oftentimes have repercussions, nasty ones at times, even. maybe it's the escapist in me that never thought to think that those repercussions might actually have been heartbreaking for someone that i love.
disappointment does not count here. because in a lifetime, you're bound to disappoint.fated even. and more often than not it's the ones that you love, the ones that love you that you end up disappointing and that end up disapointed by you.
i remember when my brother was on drugs and how heartbreaking and cruel that felt. and god! i hope that i was not ever the cause of hurt felt
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