on the 3rd day of the new year,2008.i just got off the phone with Daddy Longlegs-Sir Galahad-The Frog Prince-Muffin. i didnt so much get off as i was cruelly cut off by the powers that be that determined i just had a minute left on my card. why is there so much time when you dont need it and so little time when you want it to last forever? how sad that reality and the natural order of things always happen in that one perfect moment that it will conflict with your divine plan!
and so, at this portentous time, i have been called to acknowledge and fess up to my actions and decisions in the last year past.
and what i have realised is this-
1) i was horrendously wrong to let my body take over my heart.
2) as a result of that horrendously wrong decision, i am now bereft of the one true thing that i had, that i had been looking for all my life time.
3) and the result of the absence of that comforting constant had left me shattered with no hope of redemption, of recovering that loss
can horrendously wronged deeds be undone? or at least be over done? or done over,but in a different way?
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
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